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It's nearly 5am and I have just returned from a night with a group of four friends.

After what should have been an enjoyable escapade, I return with the distinct feeling that I an unwanted and unwelcome in what used to be a tight-knit, similar minded group of people. Despite numerous fond memories in the recent past, I now feel that I am kept around only because I serve a purpose. My verbose mock eloquence is now perceived as haughty chauvinism, my social nature is perceived as threatening, and my quiet moments are perceived as unpleasant strings of offensive ideas. In a situation which should feel relaxed and comfortable, I get the distinct feeling that I am only there due to my car, my ability to organize social gatherings, and my (rapidly disappearing) money.

I'm afraid that, somewhere over the course of summer, many of my (previously) close friends have lost their manners, sense of humor, and my respect.

Is it wrong that I can analytically view the decline of my friendships? Am I that callous?
*Sadfats*
~Kigs

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